1. |
Extension 198
01:02
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i am your newest
latest
most adaptable
most conforming
but least controlling
faggot god
termites ate half of my attic
as if to prove that
this is not my house
swimming through flesh
monomania exists
only if chance insanity is marginalized
incorrectly
my stomach
aches in yearning
for nothing
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2. |
Please Ring Me In
02:01
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i ripped out all my stitches
and i bled on your doorstep
i wanted to prove to you that i have never been coward
that i am nothing less than what everyone expected
that i can live up to embellished standards
that i don't need fixing
that i don't cry in my sleep
that i don't look over my shoulder at least three times before i smoke a cigarette
that i am not becoming a creature of habit more and more every fucking day
that i wish i had no mirrors around here
note from the author:
i have always loathed myself
i can't stand who i am anymore
i am tired of changing
but i need to
i am tired of hospitals
and neutral colors
and pills
and names that i'll forget
i am tired of pretending to be a piece of shit
and not even living up to that
you know i'm sorry
and you know i will be
for a long fucking time
i hope you know who you are
because i've been losing a lot of faith in myself lately
but i hope you know i wrote this to make myself feel better
because no one's hearing me
i hope you know exactly who i am
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3. |
Clinical Trope
00:57
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face the whole fucking world
convince yourself you aren't who you are
i have no fucking idea
and it doesn't matter
shine the lights brighter
fucking brighter
blind me
i don't fucking know and i couldn't tell you
can you count the number of times you did it on your fingers?
cry on someone else's shoulder
grind your teeth until they shatter
you should be made to bleed from the mouth
as you spew your fucking garbage
as you spew your fucking garbage
let me crucify you for a change
and show you just what you've done
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4. |
Lacey
01:00
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an operation with the wrong instruments
a nod of the head
a turning of the shoulder
replace bones with kindling
exchange organs for red phosphorous tips
transfuse diesel instead of blood
like a dying dog on a cold night in the middle of the highway
laying down
waiting
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