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Missouri Mule

by Transient In Barcelona

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i am your newest latest most adaptable most conforming but least controlling faggot god termites ate half of my attic as if to prove that this is not my house swimming through flesh monomania exists only if chance insanity is marginalized incorrectly my stomach aches in yearning for nothing
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i ripped out all my stitches and i bled on your doorstep i wanted to prove to you that i have never been coward that i am nothing less than what everyone expected that i can live up to embellished standards that i don't need fixing that i don't cry in my sleep that i don't look over my shoulder at least three times before i smoke a cigarette that i am not becoming a creature of habit more and more every fucking day that i wish i had no mirrors around here note from the author: i have always loathed myself i can't stand who i am anymore i am tired of changing but i need to i am tired of hospitals and neutral colors and pills and names that i'll forget i am tired of pretending to be a piece of shit and not even living up to that you know i'm sorry and you know i will be for a long fucking time i hope you know who you are because i've been losing a lot of faith in myself lately but i hope you know i wrote this to make myself feel better because no one's hearing me i hope you know exactly who i am
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face the whole fucking world convince yourself you aren't who you are i have no fucking idea and it doesn't matter shine the lights brighter fucking brighter blind me i don't fucking know and i couldn't tell you can you count the number of times you did it on your fingers? cry on someone else's shoulder grind your teeth until they shatter you should be made to bleed from the mouth as you spew your fucking garbage as you spew your fucking garbage let me crucify you for a change and show you just what you've done
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Lacey 01:00
an operation with the wrong instruments a nod of the head a turning of the shoulder replace bones with kindling exchange organs for red phosphorous tips transfuse diesel instead of blood like a dying dog on a cold night in the middle of the highway laying down waiting

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poems after getting out of the hospital

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released November 28, 2013

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Transient in Barcelona is an art collective that primarily consisted of Sylvia Haynes and Joe Satkowski.

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